The one who knows the best!

got a admission call letter from the university for electrical-Engineering and it made me lost in thoughts.i want to be an engineer not because i will earn a healthy salary, just because i love physics, maths and lil bit of chemistry and i want to help my country in overcoming the power shortage that is rampant these days.
now u must be wondering that what im gonna do for living?well to be honest i dont wanna live,whats the point in living?when we are all living only to die.when i tell these things to my mom she tells me”you are lunatic”,and it hurts me when no one is understands me and my feelings,all i want to be is a “maniac” and that is what i want to be known as , not as “lunatic”.
well when my mom doesnt understand me, i flee towards my room and went in meditation.and talked to the one who knows me well,more than i even know my self.
yes the only one “The ALLAH”

When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows