Help !

You were strangers with people before you become friends with them. and it is the worst thing in life if you again become strangers with them. It really hurts. but the most tragic part is that it is only you who gets hurt over it. The other ones don’t feel anything for losing you.
They just want to hurt you and you are hurting more for seeing them having no feelings for you. Now the ones you once loved are turned into a zombie, who just want to hurt you with no feelings of regret for doing so. and then every body you once loved turned into the same zombie and you end up being the only Human being in the city of Zombies. and then you release that the problem is not the zombies any more but you yourself for not becoming a Zombie and still being a Human. and then you are just screaming for help and wishing from those zombies to come and hurt you and turn you into one of them.




He is the 1 who loves you more than 70 moms

only under his meditation you will feel calm

if you seek his protection , then there will be no such thing

that can bring you harm

your prayers will never go vain

Cox he is the 1 who hears your cry when you are in pain

Dont ya loose hope , cox he is the 1 who sends sunshine after the rain

He knows all about your heart

He fulfills our all desires , like its his favourite Art

Ohhh Fanni, Dont let your soul fool by the Sheetan

Cox he is the 1 who gives you every thing, he is the Rehman

so Kneel Down Before him , and prostrate

and prostrate with the Faith that he is the 1 who changes the fate ..

The End .

Written  by me last year on 12th November,  after Inspiring from a Mystic song of Noori  “hoor vi neeva ho ”  meaning ” bow down more ” .Enjoy the back ground of music, classic touch of sitar and dhool .

lol Before Nalaik Panda , last year my friends used to call me ” sheetan ” 😉 so i used sheetan here as my poet name 3;-) and fanni is nick my name from birth .

Be a Nalaik Panda and read your own self rather than reading books

well finally i found my excuse for being a Nalaik panda B-) and like usual feeling proud to be a Nalaik panda . this poem is not written by me, it was written by famous punjabi poet Bhulle shah , i have read Bhulle shah poetry and he is one of the best mystic poets.
so here im sharing Aik Alif(one ALLAH)  with you and its translation .

Parh parh ilm te faazil hoya
Te kaday apnay aap nu parhya ee na

(You read to become
all knowledgeable
But you never read yourself)

You read so many books
to know it all,
yet fail to ever read your
heart at all.

Bhaj bhaj warna ay mandir maseeti
Te kaday mann apnay wich warya ee na

(You run to enter temples and mosques
But you never entered your own heart)

You rush to holy shrines to play a part,
Would you dare enter the shrine of your heart

Larna ay roz shaitaan de naal
Te kadi nafs apnay naal larya ee na

(Everyday you fight Satan
But you never fight your own Ego)

You are quick to attack the evil one,
yet pride is a battle you have not won.

Bulleh Shah asmaani ud-deya pharonda ay
Te jera ghar betha unoon pharya ee na

(Bulleh Shah you try grabbing that which is in the sky
But you never get hold of What sits inside you)

You grab for a star you can control,
yet fail to grasp the light in your soul.

Bas kareen o yaar
(Stop it all my friend)

Let the race end, my friend

Ilm-oun bas kareen o yaar
Ik Alif teray darkaar

(Stop seeking all this knowledge my friend
Only an Alif is what you need)

Stop trying to be the one who knows,
for ‘God is One’ you need to know.

Bas kareen o yaar
(Stop it all my friend)

End the race, my friend

Allah Sayyaan Allah Sayyaan
(God is the Master, God is All)

God is All we need! God is All!

Nee main jaanaa Jogi de naal

(I shall follow the Yogi {ascetic/sufi})

Follow the wandering dervish!

Jo naa jaane, Haqq ki taaqat
Rabb naa devey us ko Himmat

(Those who deny the Strength of Truth
Lord does not give them courage)

If you deny the power of all that’s true,
God will not grant strength to you.

Hum Mann ke darya mein doobey
Kaisi nayya? Kya manjhdhaar?

(We have drowned in the river of Self
the boat and the flowing waters do not matter)

We are lost in this river of self,
no boat or streams are of any help.

Bas kareen o yaar
(Stop it all my friend)

End the race, my friend

Ilm-oun bas kareen o yaar
(Stop seeking all this knowledge my friend)

Stop trying to know it all, my friend.

Allah Sayyaan Allah Sayyaan
(God is the Master, God is All)

God is All we need! God is All!

if you wanna feel the poetry with heart, then do listen it with the song by noori and saiyen zahoor 🙂
i hope you will enjoy reading it 🙂

Reidi Gul

“Reidi Gul” its a Pashto word and i don’t know the meaning of  it  😛 well in Pashto Gul means “Flower” but i don’t know what is  the meaning of “Reidi” . Reidi Gul is a Pashto poem by a Poet named Ghani Khan.I have no words for the poem, it’s just simply amazing.Here is  the English translation of the Poem .

In a desert, once, on a hunt did I find,
With a radiant smile, a flower so fair

Sadly, I approached and sighed, “Ah! Of my kind
Are you too – a hapless flower from a beloved’s hair.

Frail fingers wouldn’t take you to a soft face so close,
Nor would you be kissed by lips delicate and rose.
With a silent smile the flower replied, “Don’t lose heart!

Verse 2:

This desert I wouldn’t give up for the gardens of Iran,
A solitary I am here while legions are there,
Amidst this cursed soil I stand apart

In this gray desert, a flamboyant flame of divine light am I,
Beauty’s silent song, a miracle from the sky.

In your garden, there are thousands of flowers like me

A nameless droplet in a nameless sea.

You too, in your desert, don’t feel forlorn,
To behold you at last shall come a sore Ghani Khan.

The poems tells a story that once a lonely man
. A lonely man introspects within and talks to himself as he sees a beautiful flower amidst the vast desert. He asks the flower,”Are you not disappointed at the fact that you are not getting what you deserve,you are made for those beautiful gardens,you could adorn the hair of beautiful princess, youcould be touched and cared by them.”
But the flower replies “There may be thousands of flowers like me in those beautiful gardens,but here,its just me.I have that importance here like a miracle from the sky. I am a flamboyant flame of divine light,while there,I would be just a droplet in the sea. And so the flower tells him that he too should not feel bad being in a vast desert (loneliness). He tells him that he might belong to that different world of leisure but right now he happens to be a special entity of this desert and someone would come there, only to behold him.

The lyrics reminds me of the quote, ” A drop of water in an ocean might not have an identity, but the same droplet, on a lotus petal, looks as precious as a pearl.”

Moreover, as they say, the greatest need in the world is the need to be needed. If you think about it, all wealth and luxuries are useless, if we do not have someone who really needs us and truly loves us.. and the poem goes around the same concept, the most beautiful place is where you are loved, where all others need you, where you are valued, because that is where you can be a happy person.

Thanks for reading, i hope you have enjoyed reading this poem .

Love ya  all.
P.S this beautiful picture of Rose is not mine i took it from google pics today the found the owner of the pic . in fact the picture it self shares the great story, Brings tear to my Eye.